As I reflect on the sadhu now, 15 years after the fact, I first have to wonder, what actually
happened on that Himalayan slope? When I first wrote about the event, I reported the experience in as
much detail as I could remember, but I shaped it to the needs of a good classroom discussion. After years of
reading my story, viewing it on video, and hearing others discuss it, I’m not sure I myself know what
actually occurred on the mountainside that day!
I’ve also heard a wide variety of responses to the story. The sadhu, for example, may not have
wanted our help at all – he may have been intentionally bringing on his own death as a way to holiness.
Why had he taken the dangerous way over the pass instead of the caravan route through the gorge? Hindu
businesspeople have told me that in trying to assist the sadhu, we were being typically arrogant Westerners
imposing our cultural values on the world.
I’ve learned that each year along the pass, a few Nepali porters are left to freeze to death outside
the tents of the unthinking tourists who hired them. A few years ago, a French group even left one of their
own, a young French woman, to die there. The difficult pass seems to demonstrate a perverse version of
Gresham’s law of currency: The bad practices of previous travelers have driven out the values that new
travelers might have followed if they were at home. Perhaps that helps to explain why it was so difficult for
Stephen or anyone else to establish a different approach on the spot.
Our Sherpa sirdar, Pasang, was focused on his responsibility for bringing us up the mountain safe
and sound. (His livelihood and status in the Sherpa ethnic group depended on our safe return.) We were
weak, our party was split, the porters were well on their way to the top with all our gear and food, and a
storm would have separated us irrevocably from our logistical base.
The fact was, we had no plan for dealing with the contingency of the sadhu. There was nothing we
could do to unite our multicultural group in the little time we had. An ethical dilemma had come upon us
unexpectedly, an element of dram that may explain why the sadhu’s story has continued to attract students.
I am often asked for help in teaching the story. I usually advise keeping the details as ambiguous
as possible. A true ethical dilemma requires a decision between two hard choices. In the case of the sadhu,
we had to decide how much to sacrifice ourselves to take care of a stranger. And given the constraints of
our trek, we had to make a group decision, not an individual one. If a large majority of students in a class