1) I am a failure.
2) 40%
3) Thinking of my father. Worst that can happen is he will wish me good luck to do better
next time. Brings up those memories about my talk with him-about Mountain View
College and him wanting to improve my GPA.
4) I lack confidence in myself.
5) He tells me he loves me, supports me, and will always be there for me. He always asks
me how my school is going because he is concerned for my well-being and future (given
my rocky past).
6) Despite his questions and me getting agitated with him is only trying to look out for me.
There is no evidence he wants me to fail. His inquiries were merely questions and that is
his right has an educator and father.
7) Feeling 25% better.
1) Brother and Father want me to fail.
2) 50%
3) Lack confidence in myself.
4) Feel belittled when either one asks about my grades.
5) The thoughts that are brought up are their inquiries into my grades. Sometimes I feel
like it is belittling but it isn’t meant to be. Father told me he loves me, supports me, and is
proud of me. Told my brother about my grades told me that is a good path that I am
heading down. I fear failure but everyone does to some extent.
6) More balanced thought is they are asking because they both care. Father sent me to
Brook Hill and paid for the first three years of my school. Brother was there to attend my
