was then that he changed his name to Erik Homburger Erikson. Karla refused to disclose who
Erikson’s biological father was.
Erikson’s crisis of identity did not stop just at his name. During his school years Erikson
had a very difficult time fitting in with his peers. Although he came from Danish decent, he
counted himself German because of where he grew up. However, because his mother and
stepfather were both Jewish, he was not welcomed with the German school kids. He was
excluded from his Jewish classmates because he did not look like a Jew. Erickson was a tall boy
with Aryan features. Academics were not his strong suite either. With only a run-of-the-mill
report card Erikson attempted to create an identity for himself through art after his high school
graduation.
Erikson set off on a quest to discover himself through art and experiencing the world. He
traveled much of Europe and was self-described as “morbidly sensitive and neurotic, even close
to psychotic” (Schultz and Schultz 160). All of his soul searching returned itself relatively
empty. Erikson was deeply grieved by the abandonment of his biological father. As expressed by
his daughter, Sue in 2005, “He struggled with a depressive tendency all this life” (Bloland 52,
71). It was clear throughout Erikson’s life that he implored for the acceptance and security that
he never received in his childhood and adolescent years. It was at the age of twenty-five when
Erikson was asked to go to Vienna to teach at a school for the children of those seeing Freud and
his friends’ children. Erikson accepted the offer and it was at this time that his professional
career took life that his identity took life as well. During his time there, Erikson was analyzed by
Anna Freud regularly for three years (Schultz and Schultz 161). It was in 1929, that Erikson
found some stability that he had longed for. While at a masquerade ball in Vienna, Joan Serson
and Erikson met and fell in love. When Serson told Erikson that she became pregnant with his